2012 Resolutions
03 Jan 2012 Leave a Comment
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1. Read More- 2 Books a Month
2. Write More- Finish Current Tori and Complete another. Write more poetry.
3. Excercise
4. Eat healthier
5. Start spending smarter
6. Think more posistively
7. Be Honest
8. Study Spanish
9. Move to NEW YORK- Find Grad School, Job and Housing
10. Build a Better Family Relationship
11. Be Patient
12. Rid My Life of People who aren’t worth it
13. Volunteer More
14. Be More Honest
15. Meet New People
One Week Out
26 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
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After 8 months in and out of my relationship with Eddie. We’re finally done. He was two timing me with some fake rocker chick and so that’s the end of that… it was our third time breaking up so it’s not like I heard wedding bells in our future.
We broke for the following reasons:
1st time. He refused to let me know the status of our relationship.
2nd time. We had sex and I felt terrible about myself afterwards.
3rd time. He was two timing me and so I broke.
He had the following issues.
1. He was fucking alcoholic. All he did was drink.
2. He was gay. I can feel in my bones that he’s gay. It’s only a matter of time before he’s knees down with a cock up his ass. And that may sound appropriate but I don’t care. I met one of his best friend’s who happened to be gay, they were more than a little chummy with one another.
3. He was dumb. He was the stupidest person that I ever met. He never had anything smart to say. His constant insolence was an insult to me.
4. He stop having time for me. Well because he was seeing someone else.
I’m sure that in a matter of time, I’ll be able to go into details in a matter of weeks.
Three Months In
22 Jun 2011 Leave a Comment
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After 3 months of dating this guy, I am no closer if knowing if I’m his girlfriend. I’m still not sure if he’s gay or not. And now I’m starting to question if he even likes me as much as he says he does.
My mother said that I find every excuse not to form emotional attachments to people. And if that’s true then I can’t help it.
I’m really considering breaking things off. I only see him once a week which is boring. We only text one another, with very seldom phone calls exchanged. So if I’m only in this relationship to make out and get my buttons pressed, then I wonder if it’s even worth it.
At this point, when I think about him I’m not even smiling. I’m just rolling my eyes. Probably shouldn’t be like that.
Quenchless
12 Jun 2011 Leave a Comment
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I vaguely vacate the existence of my brain space because I do not think when you are around me. Although our fate may not indicate that we are meant to be, you still engage me. I dictate words of grace when you surround me with your sordid kisses. I drop hints of inconsistency because even in this state, I do not know if you are the one for me. You are thee guy and the best guy but I’m not sure if it’s you who is my future. My loneliness is no longer an issue as you present yourself as lover. You have lifted my spirits and have given me happiness in a way that I wasn’t sure was true. You rolled into my life, like thunderous applause and I do not want that noise to be silenced. And while I may be endangering our hearts by participating in a love that may be farce. I will not know what is meant to be until it happens to be, the big ‘B’ that I’ve been looking for. “B” as in boyfriend. “B” as in break. “B” as in the big love that I been looking for all my life. My love has a price and I need to know that you willing to pay the costs. While it is unfair for me to expect love when I have yet to experience love, I expect that when I begin to love, it will pour. I will love from my curly hair, from my pursed lips, from my rounded breasts, and full hips. I will drown my lover with affection and if you’re not thee one, you won’t be able to withstand this. Until I am sure if you are the big “B” and meant for me, my love will wait patiently.
New Year’s Resolution Revolution!
12 Jun 2011 Leave a Comment
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Halfway through the year, I want to revisit some of my new year’s resolutions and see how far I’ve come.
Read More- I’ve read roughly two books since the year started. It’s not really looking all that great.
Write More- From the months of January to March, I wrote a lot. Now not so much, I need to get back on that.
Exercise- On a good week, I work out at least three times a week. LOST 20 pounds baby!
Eat Better (although I would like butter and bacon and cookies)- My eating habit pretty much still stink.
Think More Positively- I try 
Start Spending Smart- I haven’t really. I have less money now than I did when the year first began.
Start paying off Student Loans- I started. Paying $150 bucks a month.
Pay Medical Bills- PAID OFF!!!!!!
Start Looking for Part time Grad School- I haven’t started doing this at all.
Start being more honest- I haven’t but I will.
Start looking for an apartment- I’ve recently started and I’m really ready to move out.
Study Spanish- I haven’t but I need to.
Build better relationships with Fam- I think that my relationship is as good as it’s ever been.
Get a Car- GOT ONE!!!!!!!
Register to Vote in Chicago- Uh Oh. I still need to do that.
Be More Patient- I’m a little more patient. A little more accepting.
Sensible Sally
02 Jun 2011 Leave a Comment
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Long time since I posted anything and I’m trying to hold on to my sensibilities. For all intensive purposes, my life is being uprooted and I am no longer the girl that I used to be. I say this for several reasons.
Past Me:
Organized
Hard Working
Always Cash in my Pocket/Account
Single
Social with My Friends
Present Me:
Chaotic
Chilling More Often than Not
Empty Account with Bills on the Way
Dating Mr. Amaya
Social by Myself
Okay things aren’t really all that different. The fact that I’m dating someone for real for the first time and the fact that I’m broke are really the only two changes. Anyway I’m really liking Mr. Amaya lately and for the past four weeks or so we’ve been seeing one another at least once a week. Mostly shows, making out and dinners. Three of my favorite things, by the way. And tomorrow we are having a picnic at Navy Pier. Uber Romantic. And lots of kisses to be had. But I won’t get ahead of myself because he still hasn’t asked for me to be his girl friend.
Afterall, I am one sensible Sally.
For the Love of Innappropiate Songs
11 May 2011 Leave a Comment
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“Booty Clap” by Yo Majesty is one of those songs. It’s so out there but I love it. It has a sick ass beat.
Another one of those is “Pussy Got You Hooked” by Three Six Mafia. The violins in this song is outstanding.
“Shake That” by Spank Rock & Benny Blanco guarantees some hip rocking.
“DJ Go” by Rye Rye gets you dropping it low, per usual.
Jeremih tries to put you in the mood with “Down on Me”
To Be Continued…….
Nothing to Do
11 May 2011 Leave a Comment
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So I’ve been at work all day and I’ve gotten minimal work done. Apparently we are overstaffed so people are chasing deals like seagulls chases bread chunks on the beach.
And honestly I don’t remember signing up for this. I need to get my numbers up and do better but I can’t if there is no work to do.
But enough with work. I can’t stop thinking about my date with Eddie. And who is Eddie, you might ask. Oh he’s this guy that I met on facebook through my friend Mayra. Apparently that dated in 4th grade but it wasn’t serious.
This guy is super strange but so nice. And it’s something about him that turns me the hell on. I mean even when I speak with this guy on the phone or kiss him, I’m like melting to pieces.
Anyway I’ll continue facebooking and occasionally blogging because I have nothing better to do.
